Musings

Musings

DirtySciFiBuddha28 Comments

I believe love for oneself means being willing to push others away. Not cut them off necessarily, but clearly communicating what isn’t acceptable. Ironically, more often than not, it’s done wonders for a given relationship. But if I try to keep a relationship through clingy appeasement, it typically fades due to increasingly begrudging erosion of tolerance, or the inevitable eruption where I’ve reached my limit. I’d rather just be upfront, lay down the boundary, and go about my day.

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  4. Wise words. I need to learn from you. I have let a particular family relationship get worse and worse, and now I don’t want any more of it. I should have put down stronger boundaries sooner, though she has never respected boundaries. Oh well, I live and learn, and will endeavour to be far clearer with folk in future. Don’t give resentment time to grow.

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  8. When we feel we are exhibiting “clingy appeasement” in a relationship, it means (I suggest) that we have realised we are ‘paying’ for behaviour that we thought would be offered freely. And we often ‘pay’ by allowing ourselves to be ‘used’. It is always best, in that situation, to he honest about one’s boundaries, but I’d advise opening the discussion by talking about that feeling of ‘appeasement’. Maybe the other party didn’t see their behaviour as unfair, or maybe they’ve got some insecurity of their own that they need help to confront. If we just defend ourselves, we may cause hurt where none was needed. But yes, sometimes a needy ‘user’ requires strong boundaries to help them master that habit.

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  9. I appreciate the thoughtfulness and conciseness of this post. I think in latter years I’ve leaned toward the notion that I’m in actuality, protecting myself from (potentially) unintentional harm.

    I’m inclined to believe that some of our unhealthy habits entail excessive (attempts at) people pleasing and a deficient amount of self care and wellness. I’d love to say that I have mastered healthier choices, but I am still growing. #aworkinprogress

    Thanks for sharing!

    ~Dr. Brown

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  11. Had a situation where I didn’t set good boundaries in the beginning. It got nasty later. Was quite a bit younger than I am now. Would handle it differently (I hope) these days. Had to back out of the relationship and it was not easy to do.

    I’ve also never really thought about it as self love. But I do believe you are right and it is exactly that.

    Great Musings!

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