-The Unbound Realm: Vol.1, Chapter 3

Over the next few weeks, I see a lot more of Dragon World.  That’s my name for it, because all the scenes are from a fantasy realm.  (And in case you’re wondering, yes—there are dragons in Dragon World.)

Any door can serve as a portal.  Car door, bathroom door, double door, revolving door (Those are the worst; they alternate between Normal World and Dragon World in epileptic flashes).  It’s always short and always vivid—like a two-second trailer for an upcoming blockbuster.  But unlike a preview for the latest Avengers, Dragon World isn’t exciting or awesome; it’s downright terrifying.  Magic is cool if you see it in a theater or you read about it in a book.  Not so much when it makes you question your very sanity.

Most of the time, I see armored soldiers.  They wear full-body plate mail:  impossibly white, jagged and austere.  Like D&D versions of Star Wars stormtroopers.  They’re usually fighting with ragtag forest people who dress like Aragorn from Lord of the Rings. 

I also see more of the guy with the blindfold.  His armor is pitch-black, made from lightweight plates defined by elegant gold tracery.  He wields a pair of deep violet knives, engraved with runes that match the ones on his glowing blindfold.

Stormtroopers and Foresters fight like regular people, but Blindfold Guy moves like a Marvel superhero.  He jumps and kicks with balletic grace, pulling off moves I would have only thought possible in a martial arts action movie—twists and flips, spinning back-sweeps, and combos that take out multiple opponents.

He also knows magic.  He can zap his attackers with colored energy, bring plants to life and tangle opponents, or call water from a lake as a giant wave.  His magic and fighting flow together—when he casts a spell, it rises organically out of his movement.  The guy’s like a cross between Daredevil, Batman, and a 50th-level wizard.

That’s just the tip of the fantasy-world iceberg.

I see pirates sailing turbulent seas, raiding ships or fleeing hundred-feet serpents.  I see dragons battling hordes of gargoyles, dotting the sky with their flaming corpses.  I see palace interiors, filled with lords and warriors, servants and artisans.

I also see a bunch of peasants.  They line up for bureaucrats who sit behind tables, writing stuff down in their hidebound notebooks.  Stormtrooper bodyguards stand around, fiddling with their weapons or picking at their armor.  Sometimes, a peasant won’t have enough.  The bureaucrat-recorder will throw a fit while the unfortunate commoner hangs their head.  After a lengthy scolding, the recorder signals for a Pain Wizard.  (Pretty sure they’re called something else, but Dragon World doesn’t come with audio or captions.)

Pain Wizards dress in ebony robes.  Some of it’s cloth, but the rest is an ever-shifting mass of pitch black smoke.  The only visible skin is their jaws and noses.  The rest is eclipsed by a shadowy hood.  The Wizard will twist the air like Darth Vader, causing black veins to erupt across the peasant.  It looks straight-up torturous—whoever’s getting punished will scream their lungs out while everyone else just stands and stares.

Initially, I’m creeped out by their apparent lack of caring, but later I realize that on-the-spot punishment is seen as a blessing.

The real torture happens out of sight.  If the offender is shackled and taken away, the entire community begs and pleads.  The troopers don’t listen—they backhand some peasants and move on to the next town.

I see this every time I open a door.  Wizards.  Soldiers.  Creatures.

It’s not getting better.  I think I’m going crazy.


Atriya.  That’s where it started.  I’m gonna track him down and figure this out.  If necessary, I will threaten his life.  I do not care if he’s a gun-toting war guy.

I hop in my car (when I open the door I glimpse a Forester riding a giant, silvery lizard) and strap into my seat.  I get on 280, take the exit, and pull into the lot of the Armed Forces Recruiting Center.  I open the door and hop out (this time I remember to close my eyes) and close my eyes again as I enter the building.  I shove past a kid and skid to a stop in front of the Marine Corps recruiting office.

“Atriya!”  I forget to close my eyes as I open the door.  I see a long line of monks hiking a mesa, topped by a fifty-foot man made entirely of stone.  He’s sitting on the summit sound asleep, chin propped up on a bent-wristed hand.


“Whoa.”  One of the Marines stands up from his desk.  “Calm down.  He doesn’t work here.”

“What?  But he was…he was just…where is he?”  I’m abruptly aware of my sweat-soaked hair, my beet-red cheeks.

The Marine gives me a hard stare.  A keep-your-hands-where-I-can-see-them stare.  He’s got a square-jaw, deep furrows around his nose and lips, and a thick, punch-proof skull.

“Gone.  Retired.”

“What?”  I know I’m repeating myself.  I’m too discombobulated to care or apologize.

“Come in,” he says gruffly.

As I step inside, the other Marines regard me with wary looks.  I don’t blame them.  It’s been a couple of days since I last showered.  Haven’t changed clothes in at least three.

“You’ve got a place to stay?”  The Marine crosses his arms.

“Uh…yeah.”  I run a hand through my hair, willing my heart to slow the hell down.  “Yeah.  An apartment.”


“No.”  I look sideways, suddenly ashamed.  “I have plenty of food.  Money, too.”

He claps my shoulder with a calloused hand.  “You sure?”  His tone isn’t gentle, but there’s genuine concern.  “If you need any help, I can make a few calls.”

“No, I’m fine.”  I shake my head.  “Atriya used to work here, right?”

“Yeah.”  He gives me a suspicious once-over.  Why do you care? 

“I’m friends with him.”

His eyes grow a notch more suspicious.  He’s pulling a scam he wants some attention he’s lost his mind—but then he relaxes and gives a noncommittal shrug.  He’s a skinny teenager.  High-strung, not crazy.

“He didn’t like working here, but he always did whatever he was told.”  He gives me another once-over, less suspicious this time.  “Name’s Hardwick.  Gunny Hardwick.”  He extends a hand.

I shake it firmly.  “Jon.  He told me his boss took it easy on him.  Because he’d done some hard time.”

“He told you that, huh?”  Hardwick chuckles knowingly, loosening up.  “Yeah, when I said he ‘did whatever he was told,’ I meant he stayed home or went to the gym.  The guy earned it.  The things he’s done…”  He shakes his head in quiet respect.

“What do you mean?”

“C’mere.”  Hardwick beckons me into a walled-off office, away from the cubicles.  He clicks on the lights and sits down at the desk.  Opens a cabinet and gently takes out a wooden box, roughly the size of a standard laptop.

“This is a shadow box.”

The contents are shielded by a glass display cover.  Inside, mounted on velvet, are rows upon rows of ribbons and medals.

“We made it for him.”  As Hardwick studies it, I can tell that a big part of him has gone somewhere else.  There’s deep emotion behind his eyes—a little bit of sadness and a whole lot of stuff I can only guess at.

“Here.”  He pushes it toward me.

I stare at the box, captivated by its weight and history.  “All these ribbons…” I murmur.

“He was supposed to take it.”  A rueful smile.  “When I asked if he wanted anything specific in it, he texted me a picture of his middle finger.”

My breath catches.  Hardwick’s talking, but I’ve stopped listening.  Under the ribbons, centered beneath a Marine emblem, is a small black plate with six gold words.


“What…what…”  I can’t speak.  I’m blown away.

“Huh?”  Hardwick leans forward in his chair, sees what I’m looking at, and relaxes in his seat.  “Oh.  Weird, right?  Most guys ask for a unit motto, but not Atriya.  That quote was the only thing he insisted on.  Who am I to judge?”  He shrugs.  “You don’t say no to Chris Atriya.”


With a conscious effort, I tear my eyes away.  “Do you have his number?”

“Nope.  No number, no address, no email.  He wanted to cut all ties—didn’t even want a damn retirement ceremony.  I got him to compromise:  on his last day, we took him out for beer and pizza.  But he made it clear that he didn’t want to discuss his service; all he wanted was to hang out and chat.  Said he was gonna live in peace and pursue his hobbies.  Guitar, jiu-jitsu, carpentry…it was always something new.  Right before he left, he was learning how to dance.  Can you believe that?  Dancing.”  Hardwick chuckles.  “He wanted to dance like Tom Cruise in Tropic Thunder.”

I chuckle along with him.  “Sounds about right.  I mean, I didn’t know him for long, but—”

“How’d you guys meet?”

“It was a couple weeks ago.  I walked in and—”

“A couple weeks?  He hasn’t worked here in over a year.”


My mouth opens and closes, trying to form words.  A year?


“Something wrong?”

“Uh, no.”  I rub my neck and cough awkwardly.  “I meant to say a couple years ago.  Years, not weeks.”

“Right.”  The atmosphere shifts—our weird bonding moment has clearly passed.  He stands up and clears his throat.  “If there’s anything else…”

“Nope.  Thanks for your time.”

I make my body stand and turn.  I force my feet to start walking.  I close my eyes as I open the door.


I break into a trot as I leave the office.


When I exit the building, I forget to close my eyes.  I see a band of wanderers back-to-back on an icy tundra, swords out, surrounded by a horde of dog-sized insects.

I take off running.


I get in my car and start the engine.  My heart is pounding like a giant drum.  I can feel it in my chest.  I can hear it in my head.


I drive off the lot and onto the highway.  I don’t know where to go.  I don’t know what to do.


I can’t think.  I can’t breathe.  I can’t.  I can’t.


I have to pull over because of the visions.  Because it’s not just the doors.

Now it’s the windows.