If there is indeed some grand benevolence that orders existence, it has made its design cryptic and contentious. There are countless “correct” ways to express my belief/disbelief of it.
But what seems readily evident to me is that there is great reward in functioning well, and passing the fruits of that function onto others. Whenever I do that, the question of whether there’s a grand benevolence becomes null and void to me. For if it exists, I imagine it would endorse that conduct, and if it doesn’t….
Well, at least I’M pleased with the results.