When I was hellbent on fighting and pushing against events, I would every so often stumble onto peace and contentment. Later, I realized that it was a result of giving up my internal fight–of accepting my emotions and letting them be. While I might have still been outwardly striving, I felt my perception was where I desired, and consequently, so was my place in existence at that moment.

So now, even if I’m trapped in a negative emotion, I tell myself I don’t need to fight it, that it’s okay to feel whatever I feel. And then it lets go and opens into something better. This way, instead of clinging to faith, I get to viscerally abide in trust.


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13 responses to “Musings”

  1. Not everyone gets to realise this and we tire ourselves by the endless fighting. Glad that you figured out.

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    1. Thanks for the share!

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  2. gwengrant Avatar
    gwengrant

    Again, thank you for this.
    Gwen.

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  3. That’s right. Go with the flow, you’ll get to the water’s edge eventually.

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  4. Yes. Absolutely right. Not always easy, though.

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  5. Nice. Contentment is a rather joyous state. I enjoy it, more than happiness I think since it can sustain.

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  6. The Librarian Avatar
    The Librarian

    Indeed. Occasionally, it’s best to give up. Such as when you fall into a tiger trap feet first and break both of them, only to find a ravenous beast awaiting you. Yes, then I would wholeheartedly say so, but when YOU have a say in your fate don’t give up. Fight with all the gusto you can muster, dear Denizen.

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  7. Admiral Fisher Avatar
    Admiral Fisher

    Sometimes picking battles is the best course of actions. That also means when not to fight.

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    1. Indeed! It’s guided by the old cliche of knowing oneself–on what someone deems is truly valuable and what is merely a distraction from it.

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  8. Aldrin Beringuela Avatar
    Aldrin Beringuela

    Letting go, yielding on what’s happening because you can’t control something about it is the best feeling.

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