For most of my life, I have focused on outward conditions—on how to arrive at a result through the mechanical projection of my willpower and logic. Later, I began to focus on my internal state, allowing myself to instinctively/intuitively take advantage of spontaneous opportunities.
Eventually, I realized that regardless of whatever I may be outwardly doing, the end of my internal struggle is the beginning of victory.
It’s amazing how we can beat our selves up by holding things in, to the point it destroys our outside world. It’s one of the reasons I started writing the past few years. I scrawled through many a journals, throwing them away at times, only to realize those thoughts, those hurts, those regrets, those dreams were still inside. Getting them out helps relieve my angst and let’s me refocus so I can tackle the “real world” ( whatever the heck that is!) better and with a smile (most of the time!). Here’s to finding peace among the chaos! 🍷🥃
Yours is far superior to mine; it just needs some nurture, and it’ll serve you better than mine ever could.
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confidence oozes; letting those see your humble centres just reminds them why your guards should be massive! Also reminds me that despite our linguistic play a reminder that i am grateful for your time, energy and deflection into our creative endeavours! Just wish it equated to intimate pleasure that was tangible! i recovered my daughter twice today just when i think i got it right! someone starts! the joy of big marriages! 🔥 😈
I’m grateful that you enjoy what I do with my time, and I’m grateful for yours as well! 😊
so is mine…constant resistance until….pop! we might lock in! remember you owe me an email…that flitter of self congradulation does not constitute an email! 😉 my second daughter is betrothed to the beckhams! She is a little wolf just like her….prison warden! lol you like football or just the wanna bees!
You note, no doubt, that I pointedly avoid “commercial” postings. Please do not be offended.
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Self written publication started under wordpress! authorised for the term of setting! Form rigidity is self protective! Success achieved though his formatting, his success through literary uniqueness, just shows that despite his choice of animated personality, he his own way to express set in his own chosen format! …… not commercial, he is representing his work successfully…..each book a new transfer, of those levels he interns, the role of the author is as usual to air in whatever format is comfortable in! self promtion is not commercial why change something that works!
yes….wolfpack growling at self righteous returner from writing sabatical! Lost in a world of knowledge a mind of world books, it is difficult to keep quiet! Bit like warm eveningss by the fire side aa i warm you up with a few hours of kissing! snuggling ans spooning! lol lots o growling!
your extensions will be seized every time they attempt to transition, your stuck with me regardless but i will enjoy eating them and you seeing their energy flowing in the right direction! 😈🍄 me enjoying the success of my adoration in you or the extension at the base of my crossover!
You just have to accept the recovery time will be longer, then! But the explosion will be WAY more intense! 🤣
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