While Iโm not smart (or patient) enough to understand the math, I love the implications drawn by astronomy and physics; theyโve helped me accept how small and insignificant I truly am.
And my God is it a reliefโthings are a hell of a lot easier/enjoyable when Iโm not bogged down by delusions of grandeur, or the idea that Iโm supposed to run through life like a rat in a maze, punching holes on a ticket in a desperate bid for enlightenment, heaven, or the Promised Land.
In the face of all that futility, Iโm left wondering what Iโm supposed to do next, as I have a human body with human requirements, and I have a uniquely shaped psyche with a mysterious set of needs.ย My deductions and anecdotes have led me to this generalized conclusion:ย do my best to be fulfilled, be nice to others, and appreciate whatโs in front of me.
(Itโs nothing revelatory; from what I can tell, people have been saying something similar throughout all of history.)


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