Musings: Funny Story

Okay funny story: I, like most of the writers I’ve spoken with, enjoy saying random dialogue or phrases out loud to myself every now and then, just to see how it feels when verbalized. (Very fancy way of saying I talk to myself). So one day, I’m saying “You really f***ked the pooch on this one” in my best, growly Batman voice and I’m really enjoying how it sounds. I’m not paying attention, and I walk right past a contractor working in my apartment building, and I’m saying this at full volume.

Suffice to say, I got a really weird look.

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Some dreams I’ve pursued for years, only to see them burn to ashes. But I’m nothing special, we’ve all had that.

The lesson I’ve learned is that watching our dreams wither/die is no excuse to stop dreaming. Dreaming is the act of engineering existence itself.

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I’ve had many ask about solutions to writer’s block. I can only speak for myself.

1. I work off themes and how events/characters evolve to reflect ’em. The themes stay constant, so 1st question I ask is what possible events fit the theme?

2. I borrow/steal from great writers who wrote a similar story to mine. After learning Tarantino steals the composition shot-for-shot for some of his scenes from obscure movies, I use this as a tool: Good writers borrow, great writers steal. It also fuels creativity since you’re forced to look harder at what fits your story, and will give you a better shot of getting out of the rut.

That’s all I got. I’ll let you know when I have more.

P.S:  “Good writers borrow, great writers steal,” is a quote I stole from a greater writer than I.

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Spare me the idiocy of spiritual extremes. One end is taken by blind fanatics aching to burn the world, the other end by faint-hearted milk-sops, bleating empty platitudes as ash rains down around them.

Instead, let me attain that free-flowing edge that cuts ignorance from both groups, all the while honing itself with either one’s strength.

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“Rough/tough” is oft mythologized into dramatic strain or some iteration of the warrior-sage. The truly intimidating people are professional predators that show up well before dawn and help you bury a body in the middle of nowhere. Before expressing disgust, note this mentality is natural to us all, albeit buried in most cases, and has a beauty all its own.

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I’ve seen the gauche, hackneyed phrase “YOLO” rendered into the most brilliant, sublime words and I realized:

Truth isn”t confined to individual forms. Rather than cling to a specific flavor, I strive to hone my spirit so it can be nourished by truth manifesting in all forms, all places, and in the course of doing so, attain a truer state than the mind could ever grasp.

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Heaven/Enlightenment/Etcetera-each just a word.

Constantly misinterpreted; of that we’re assured.

But if on one fateful day, I become something [more],

(Whatever I’d been looking for)

Then go ahead, remind me-I’ll use any damn word-

Because I’ll know it down to its Core.