Kent Wayne

Musings

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Even when I engage in outward effort, I aim for an inner sense of ease and positive development. In doing so, I believe I’m aligning myself with an existential flow, giving birth to meaning in what seems to be—by our most rigorous scientific measures—a meaningless world (I’m a speck on a rock in the vastness of space, limited to conjecture when it comes to our total reality).

When I’m doing this correctly, I don’t have to make sense of everything, because it all makes sense at a soul-deep level. I believe this is my birthright as a temporary resident of the physical world.

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  1. Dawn Renee Miller Avatar
    Dawn Renee Miller

    Too deep for my vacation brain today…

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    1. DirtySciFiBuddha Avatar
      DirtySciFiBuddha

      I’m ready to go deep! 🤣

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      1. Dawn Renee Miller Avatar
        Dawn Renee Miller

        Promise?

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      2. DirtySciFiBuddha Avatar
        DirtySciFiBuddha

        You’re making my pants twitch. 😏

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      3. Dawn Renee Miller Avatar
        Dawn Renee Miller

        Is that all?

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      4. DirtySciFiBuddha Avatar
        DirtySciFiBuddha

        I might have tore through some underwear as well. 😂 I have repetitive mental impressions of you on top of me, hands on my chest while your face is twisting in pleasure. 😉

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      5. Dawn Renee Miller Avatar
        Dawn Renee Miller

        Sounds like I might need to invest in a good pair of knee pads! 😈

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      6. DirtySciFiBuddha Avatar
        DirtySciFiBuddha

        I can think of multiple uses for those. 😉

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      7. Dawn Renee Miller Avatar
        Dawn Renee Miller

        I’ll make sure they’re adjustable…that way you can use them too!!! 😈🤭😉

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      8. DirtySciFiBuddha Avatar
        DirtySciFiBuddha

        I don’t know…😬 I’ve only experienced a single finger to see where I stood on that, but it’s safe to say I’m not a fan! 🤣

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      9. Dawn Renee Miller Avatar
        Dawn Renee Miller

        I meant you might need to be on your knees for a bit too!!! 😂

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      10. DirtySciFiBuddha Avatar
        DirtySciFiBuddha

        If you’re standing up, maybe. I just heard from a ladies’ podcast that they hate when they’re lying down and getting eaten out and the man’s butt pokes up in the air. 🤣

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      11. Dawn Renee Miller Avatar
        Dawn Renee Miller

        Ummm…he’s not doing something right if they’re distracted by a cute butt popping up in the air!!! 🤭

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      12. DirtySciFiBuddha Avatar
        DirtySciFiBuddha

        Interesting! What about eye contact? They were of the opinion that eye contact wasn’t preferable–just eat it like I’m starving! 😋

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      13. Dawn Renee Miller Avatar
        Dawn Renee Miller

        I enjoy that menacing “I’m going to give it to you good” eye contact 😏 but once it starts, my eyes will be rolled back in my head and your slurps and groans will be how you communicate with me!

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      14. DirtySciFiBuddha Avatar
        DirtySciFiBuddha

        You like it slurpy too, eh? 😏🤣

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      15. Dawn Renee Miller Avatar
        Dawn Renee Miller

        There is just something about certain sounds…sex isn’t just oral…it’s aural too!

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      16. DirtySciFiBuddha Avatar
        DirtySciFiBuddha

        I’m with you! That’s why I like a lady’s lips right up against my ear, so the moans, heat, and breath are amplified. I don’t always reciprocate, though, because some ladies are sensitive about their ears. 😅

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      17. Dawn Renee Miller Avatar
        Dawn Renee Miller

        I’m sensitive there, but in a good way! 😉🥹

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      18. DirtySciFiBuddha Avatar
        DirtySciFiBuddha

        You like tongue in ear, or do you stick with hot, moany breath?

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      19. Dawn Renee Miller Avatar
        Dawn Renee Miller

        No wet willies!!! 👅 But nibbles on the lobes and moans are nice!

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      20. DirtySciFiBuddha Avatar
        DirtySciFiBuddha

        I’m taking notes! 😁

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      21. Dawn Renee Miller Avatar
        Dawn Renee Miller

        Me too!

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      22. DirtySciFiBuddha Avatar
        DirtySciFiBuddha

        I’m going to fill up a trapper keeper with mine. 😂

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      23. Dawn Renee Miller Avatar
        Dawn Renee Miller

        Did you see they brought back some of the classic patterns? Too bad my favorite wasn’t among them…it had waterfall and flowers on it… 🤓‼️

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      24. DirtySciFiBuddha Avatar
        DirtySciFiBuddha

        Would my wiener-print be welcomed among the waterfalls and flowers? 🤔🤣

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      25. Dawn Renee Miller Avatar
        Dawn Renee Miller

        Picturing each flower stamen for exactly what it is!!!! Lol!

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      26. DirtySciFiBuddha Avatar
        DirtySciFiBuddha

        Stare at them long enough, and they’ll start morphing into my “stamen!” Stamens everywhere! 🤣

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  2. Dawn Renee Miller Avatar
    Dawn Renee Miller

    …it may not make sense but I know you thought about me yesterday…my lips were quivering. 😉

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    1. DirtySciFiBuddha Avatar
      DirtySciFiBuddha

      That would be two days ago–I WAS thinking about you! I’m a big believer in signs and synchronicities, so I hope that was what happened! But in all fairness, I think about you regularly, Doll. 😉

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  3. MichaelJ Avatar
    MichaelJ

    Yes, we are all tiny specks in a vast universe. It makes you humble.

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  4. V.M.Sang Avatar
    V.M.Sang

    Tiny specks, maybe, but we must not extrapolate from that to thinking that we cannot make an impact. Only locally, maybe, but that’s enough.

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    1. DirtySciFiBuddha Avatar
      DirtySciFiBuddha

      I agree. My unprovable suspicion is that after we pass, our perspective expands and we do indeed see the big impact we made throughout space and time.

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      1. V.M.Sang Avatar
        V.M.Sang

        I hope so.

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      2. Tony Jones Avatar
        Tony Jones

        A nice idea

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  5. Isha Chawla Avatar
    Isha Chawla

    ❤️

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  6. Phil Huston Avatar
    Phil Huston

    Whether for personal gain, nuisance or busy work – Effort, of any sort, is potential Zen.

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  7. bigskybuckeye Avatar
    bigskybuckeye

    Your deepest thoughts share encouragement. Even though my moments on earth will be a tiny speck of time, I can strive to make a difference.

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    1. DirtySciFiBuddha Avatar
      DirtySciFiBuddha

      My efforts over time have shown me what I suspect is an underlying purpose; it definitely helps me live a more trust-based life.

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  8. deteremineddespitewp Avatar
    deteremineddespitewp

    Quite so. You have both the forces at work in the cosmos and at the other end of the scale in Quantum Physics to tell you, each in their own way:
    ‘Now you’re getting it fellah. Keep on keeping on,’

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    1. DirtySciFiBuddha Avatar
      DirtySciFiBuddha

      Absolutely! I’ve tried less and less to make sense of things, because they increasingly make a more intuitive kind of sense.

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      1. deteremineddespitewp Avatar
        deteremineddespitewp

        I’ll go with that!
        In a 90 billion light year wide (and growing) Universe with Time-Space as the 4th Dimension and the possibility of another 16 (or so) of them, intuitive sense is the best way for us folks who don’t study the various aspects to deal with it all.
        A personal melding of theism with cosmology and quantum physics was my greatest liberating experience ….like Far Out man!!✌

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      2. DirtySciFiBuddha Avatar
        DirtySciFiBuddha

        Awesome! I’m always exploring new ways to explore a life based on trust more than faith, and intuition plays a big part in that. It’s all anecdotal, but the results speak strongly to me, to the point where at this point it would be foolish to ignore them from my perspective.

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      3. deteremineddespitewp Avatar
        deteremineddespitewp

        From the Sloan Great Wall:
        https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sloan_Great_Wall
        Right down to quarks.
        The Whole is magnificently beyond our comprehension and I just love that.
        There are thus myriad ways to journey and I wish you well on yours.
        And take strength from these stirring lines:

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      4. DirtySciFiBuddha Avatar
        DirtySciFiBuddha

        Very cool! It looks like alien calligraphy. Knowing I’m not that important actually makes me feel safer–I don’t need to take things as seriously, lol.

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      5. deteremineddespitewp Avatar
        deteremineddespitewp

        Me too. Just a couple of sub-atomic particles playing our part. No one telling us what to do. We just do within our parameters 👍

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  9. reducedignorance Avatar
    reducedignorance

    Beautiful as poetry

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    1. DirtySciFiBuddha Avatar
      DirtySciFiBuddha

      Thanks!

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