Even when I engage in outward effort, I aim for an inner sense of ease and positive development. In doing so, I believe I’m aligning myself with an existential flow, giving birth to meaning in what seems to be—by our most rigorous scientific measures—a meaningless world (I’m a speck on a rock in the vastness of space, limited to conjecture when it comes to our total reality).
When I’m doing this correctly, I don’t have to make sense of everything, because it all makes sense at a soul-deep level. I believe this is my birthright as a temporary resident of the physical world.
Dirty Sci-Fi Buddha 
Too deep for my vacation brain today…
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I’m ready to go deep! 🤣
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Promise?
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You’re making my pants twitch. 😏
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Is that all?
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I might have tore through some underwear as well. 😂 I have repetitive mental impressions of you on top of me, hands on my chest while your face is twisting in pleasure. 😉
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Sounds like I might need to invest in a good pair of knee pads! 😈
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I can think of multiple uses for those. 😉
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I’ll make sure they’re adjustable…that way you can use them too!!! 😈🤭😉
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I don’t know…😬 I’ve only experienced a single finger to see where I stood on that, but it’s safe to say I’m not a fan! 🤣
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I meant you might need to be on your knees for a bit too!!! 😂
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If you’re standing up, maybe. I just heard from a ladies’ podcast that they hate when they’re lying down and getting eaten out and the man’s butt pokes up in the air. 🤣
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Ummm…he’s not doing something right if they’re distracted by a cute butt popping up in the air!!! 🤭
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Interesting! What about eye contact? They were of the opinion that eye contact wasn’t preferable–just eat it like I’m starving! 😋
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I enjoy that menacing “I’m going to give it to you good” eye contact 😏 but once it starts, my eyes will be rolled back in my head and your slurps and groans will be how you communicate with me!
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You like it slurpy too, eh? 😏🤣
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There is just something about certain sounds…sex isn’t just oral…it’s aural too!
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I’m with you! That’s why I like a lady’s lips right up against my ear, so the moans, heat, and breath are amplified. I don’t always reciprocate, though, because some ladies are sensitive about their ears. 😅
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I’m sensitive there, but in a good way! 😉🥹
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You like tongue in ear, or do you stick with hot, moany breath?
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No wet willies!!! 👅 But nibbles on the lobes and moans are nice!
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I’m taking notes! 😁
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Me too!
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I’m going to fill up a trapper keeper with mine. 😂
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Did you see they brought back some of the classic patterns? Too bad my favorite wasn’t among them…it had waterfall and flowers on it… 🤓‼️
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Would my wiener-print be welcomed among the waterfalls and flowers? 🤔🤣
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Picturing each flower stamen for exactly what it is!!!! Lol!
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Stare at them long enough, and they’ll start morphing into my “stamen!” Stamens everywhere! 🤣
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…it may not make sense but I know you thought about me yesterday…my lips were quivering. 😉
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That would be two days ago–I WAS thinking about you! I’m a big believer in signs and synchronicities, so I hope that was what happened! But in all fairness, I think about you regularly, Doll. 😉
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Yes, we are all tiny specks in a vast universe. It makes you humble.
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Tiny specks, maybe, but we must not extrapolate from that to thinking that we cannot make an impact. Only locally, maybe, but that’s enough.
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I agree. My unprovable suspicion is that after we pass, our perspective expands and we do indeed see the big impact we made throughout space and time.
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I hope so.
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A nice idea
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❤️
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Whether for personal gain, nuisance or busy work – Effort, of any sort, is potential Zen.
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Your deepest thoughts share encouragement. Even though my moments on earth will be a tiny speck of time, I can strive to make a difference.
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My efforts over time have shown me what I suspect is an underlying purpose; it definitely helps me live a more trust-based life.
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Quite so. You have both the forces at work in the cosmos and at the other end of the scale in Quantum Physics to tell you, each in their own way:
‘Now you’re getting it fellah. Keep on keeping on,’
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Absolutely! I’ve tried less and less to make sense of things, because they increasingly make a more intuitive kind of sense.
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I’ll go with that!
In a 90 billion light year wide (and growing) Universe with Time-Space as the 4th Dimension and the possibility of another 16 (or so) of them, intuitive sense is the best way for us folks who don’t study the various aspects to deal with it all.
A personal melding of theism with cosmology and quantum physics was my greatest liberating experience ….like Far Out man!!✌
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Awesome! I’m always exploring new ways to explore a life based on trust more than faith, and intuition plays a big part in that. It’s all anecdotal, but the results speak strongly to me, to the point where at this point it would be foolish to ignore them from my perspective.
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From the Sloan Great Wall:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sloan_Great_Wall
Right down to quarks.
The Whole is magnificently beyond our comprehension and I just love that.
There are thus myriad ways to journey and I wish you well on yours.
And take strength from these stirring lines:
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Very cool! It looks like alien calligraphy. Knowing I’m not that important actually makes me feel safer–I don’t need to take things as seriously, lol.
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Me too. Just a couple of sub-atomic particles playing our part. No one telling us what to do. We just do within our parameters 👍
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Beautiful as poetry
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Thanks!
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