The only way to grasp the core of a “master’s” teaching is if you use it to end up so that you are able to teach yourself.
Dirty Sci-Fi Buddha
Musings and books from a grunty overthinker
The only way to grasp the core of a “master’s” teaching is if you use it to end up so that you are able to teach yourself.
Dirty Sci-Fi Buddha 
I asked my ex husband for some time off so that I can read more, study more. I’ve been too exhausted to do anything but try to relax and sleep. I feel like there’s so much chaos, all of my triggers, all of my everything is going off at once and the more I fight, the more I fight. I’m trying to find center, but I can’t when everything is going too nuts. Tonight, I want to study, and try to understand why everything is chaos. I’m trying to get out the bad stuff, so I have Entering the Stream – an introduction to Buddha to read.
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Keep at it! Necessity drives us to reach new heights…this situation may in fact be the very catalyst that brings about your dreams! I’m rooting for you! 🙂
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Oh Buddha, you have been so helpful! Thank you – my new blog is going to restart at mahbuttitches1.wordpress.com, if you want to give me a follow. I just gotta do things right, no pooping on the past 🙂 I don’t like the content I had out before. That’s not the way!
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I have to teach myself – there are no masters here!
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So well said and true!
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Thanks! 🙂
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If you get into ‘Masters’ teaching, then you know that you’re going far in life.
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But at the risk of being a know-it-all blowhard, haha!
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True lol!
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