Estilian Linnear was Holly’s best wizard, but he was no Wodec O’Thonkian. He’d never taught outside academia—he’d never taught a crash course in tactical magic. When he’d first tried to instruct Holly, she’d knocked him out cold.
“The fuck do you mean, ‘things happen without cause?’ ” she raged. “How the fuck is that possible?”
He raised his hands in a please-calm-down gesture. “Try and understand: in order to—”
“Understand? Understand?” Holly fixed him with a murderous glare. “According to you, there’s nothing to understand! There’s no cause, no effect, there’s…there’s…there’s nothing whatsoever! How the hell do I conjure something by focusing on nothing?” She grabbed him by the shoulders. “Answer me, you FUCKING CRAWLER!”
And before he could reply, she pulled him into a vicious headbutt. She didn’t put her weight behind it, but still—Kor’Thank was so damn strong, it was equal to a regular person’s full-force side kick.
While Estilian was unconscious, she grudgingly reminded herself she needed him alive. When he came to, she crouched before him, forced a smile, and made herself utter the shittiest phrase in all of existence:
“I’m sorry.” She extended a hand.
He stared blankly at it.
“Please—forgive me.” Her hand stayed out.
He grasped her forearm. “I apologize, my king. I should’ve explained myself in a manner that—”
“Don’t be absurd.” Holly pulled him up. “I lost my temper. It was stupid and petty, and you didn’t deserve it.”
Gratitude flashed across his face. Holly wanted to smack it off him, but she bit her tongue and forced a grin—the Indashi equivalent of her cheer captain smile.
“I…I…” Estilian was at a loss for words. Kor’Thank hadn’t struck him, but he’d never apologized either. “I am honored to be of service.”
Holly searched his eyes, trying to determine if he was lying. God help anyone who laid a hand on her, because they’d be in for a surprise castration. But in Estilian’s case, she wasn’t sure…
“I am honored to be of service, my king.” He said it firmer this time, with real conviction.
Holly relaxed. He wasn’t deceptive; he was just an idiot.
She clapped his shoulder. “Good man.”
Yinhalka poked her head into the war-tent. “Milord…”
“Is it urgent?” Holly’s gaze stayed locked on Estilian.
“Then leave us.”
“Of course.” Yinhalka slipped out.
Estilian said, “My king, I just want to express how much gratitude I—”
“Think nothing of it. I am sorely in need of your expertise. Magicians are made, not born, eh?”
“An old saying, but an accurate one.” He cocked his head, puzzled. “My liege…forgive me, but you are known far and wide as a competent mage. Why seek instruction in basic arcana?” He adopted a meek, submissive look. “Once again—I do not mean to overstep my bounds.”
With a conscious effort, Holly kept her composure. Disrespectful little fuck. “No, it’s a sound question. What kind of leader discourages open inquiry?” (It was killing her to spew this fucking bullshit. In Holly’s mind, a true leader smashed anyone and everyone who questioned their edicts.)
He thought it over. “Yes…a canny sentiment. You are wise and forthright. I am proud to serve you.”
Proud? PROUD? You should be jumping for joy, you fucking insect.
Holly nodded. “And I am honored by your service. The reason for your tutelage…well, I have forgotten what I learned. You know of my time in the Karnaggi Desert, yes?”
Recognition arose in his eyes. “Ah, when you were ambushed by a rogue magician. You managed to best him, but he wiped your memory.” His expression turned to panic. “My lord, when you helped me up, I did not wait for your command to rise. I apologize, I wasn’t thinki—”
Holly flapped a dismissive hand, simultaneously pleased and annoyed—pleased he was ready to shit a brick, annoyed that he hadn’t corrected himself earlier. “I struck you out of turn. You’re the last person who needs to apologize.”
“Thank you, my king.”
“Continue with the lesson. Senkilo’s cannon, right?”
Estilian shook his head. “I think we should proceed with an easier spell.”
She raised an eyebrow. “And that would be?”
“Shindalthi’s cloud. An occlumentic enchantment.”
“Great.” Holly rubbed her hands briskly together. “Let’s get started.”