For most of my life, I have focused on outward conditions—on how to arrive at a result through the mechanical projection of my willpower and logic. Later, I began to focus on my internal state, allowing myself to instinctively/intuitively take advantage of spontaneous opportunities.
Eventually, I realized that regardless of whatever I may be outwardly doing, the end of my internal struggle is the beginning of victory.
Dirty Sci-Fi Buddha 
It’s amazing how we can beat our selves up by holding things in, to the point it destroys our outside world. It’s one of the reasons I started writing the past few years. I scrawled through many a journals, throwing them away at times, only to realize those thoughts, those hurts, those regrets, those dreams were still inside. Getting them out helps relieve my angst and let’s me refocus so I can tackle the “real world” ( whatever the heck that is!) better and with a smile (most of the time!). Here’s to finding peace among the chaos! 🍷🥃
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I suspect it’s always there, always patiently waiting, if we are just willing to relax and loosen up some of our resistance. 😊
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I thought it was just liguistically stripping the world so you can redress it how you like! After you have killed a few hackers!
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That last line is so true.
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Great thoughts about how to handle things. I wish I had your self-confidence.
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Yours is far superior to mine; it just needs some nurture, and it’ll serve you better than mine ever could.
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Wise words!
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Thanks!
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confidence oozes; letting those see your humble centres just reminds them why your guards should be massive! Also reminds me that despite our linguistic play a reminder that i am grateful for your time, energy and deflection into our creative endeavours! Just wish it equated to intimate pleasure that was tangible! i recovered my daughter twice today just when i think i got it right! someone starts! the joy of big marriages! 🔥 😈
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I’m grateful that you enjoy what I do with my time, and I’m grateful for yours as well! 😊
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Unfortunately for you always here! whether you utilise me or not 😉 i sent you a kiss the universal language of pictures! apparently i cannot speak arabic so pictures help! Translator resolves all problems; now what is cheeky in arabic! or i wish in my head! lol
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Got nothing on your curve!
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The curve is my secret weapon! 🤣
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so is mine…constant resistance until….pop! we might lock in! remember you owe me an email…that flitter of self congradulation does not constitute an email! 😉 my second daughter is betrothed to the beckhams! She is a little wolf just like her….prison warden! lol you like football or just the wanna bees!
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Craving my words, eh? I don’t blame you–they’ve made ladies cum before! 🤣
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entitled to your words, as her Majesty it really is time you got that magic flash and my husband in gear i have the legal right to terminate its body on all levels! what is service between good friends! especially as i am second to none with the right partner! 😈
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You note, no doubt, that I pointedly avoid “commercial” postings. Please do not be offended.
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I like this.
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Self written publication started under wordpress! authorised for the term of setting! Form rigidity is self protective! Success achieved though his formatting, his success through literary uniqueness, just shows that despite his choice of animated personality, he his own way to express set in his own chosen format! …… not commercial, he is representing his work successfully…..each book a new transfer, of those levels he interns, the role of the author is as usual to air in whatever format is comfortable in! self promtion is not commercial why change something that works!
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yes….wolfpack growling at self righteous returner from writing sabatical! Lost in a world of knowledge a mind of world books, it is difficult to keep quiet! Bit like warm eveningss by the fire side aa i warm you up with a few hours of kissing! snuggling ans spooning! lol lots o growling!
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And moaning and screaming! 🤣
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i do not scream i am gentil, post a few well chosen cuss words on erruption, Holy f…..ather! lol he loves it when we drop the habit nd take his sons! 😋 🍑 our birth right for exceptional behaviour!
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I might just be the exception! 😏
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your extensions will be seized every time they attempt to transition, your stuck with me regardless but i will enjoy eating them and you seeing their energy flowing in the right direction! 😈🍄 me enjoying the success of my adoration in you or the extension at the base of my crossover!
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Just make sure you also pay attention to my base as well! I’ll make sure to shave it! 🤣
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let me help with wax! 😈
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Never tried it before, but I have a pretty high pain tolerance. I’m curious…🤣
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Well another experiment! i will set the wax and strap you down, see how that tolerance is, ice ready for your recovery! 🍨 now where is my spoon! i like icecream with mixed fruit!
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Spread over me, or so it seems from past comments! 🤣
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your mind rushing on! i was gonna cuff your hands put on a film and spoon feed you two to me one to you! making sure you get iced appropriately! would not want you to be sore! lol
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I’ve got some sausage for you, don’t forget! 🤣
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memorable curve ball! i am sure you would find alot memorable about my curves as well! lol if you can get past my assetts without loosing it completely! lol😋 🍑
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I assure you that when I lose it, you’ll be more than satisfied! 😉
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in all the right ways! achilles heal….i might just push you over the edge! 😈 and pull you back, until you growl in frustration! tease tease! lol
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You just have to accept the recovery time will be longer, then! But the explosion will be WAY more intense! 🤣
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playtime ,longer….wait longer…..its been years already, who do i have to k… to enjoy my self! parameters set to jurisdiction base to tech and ministries! lol
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