Musings

I regard my feelings in an illogical sense; I believe they depend on my personal focus and nothing more. It took a long time for me to come to this conclusion, but after seeing I could be happy in miserable conditions and miserable in happy conditions, I realized that my perception of events is a function of perspective—possibly the greatest creative act I could ever engage in. (For me, this isn’t as simple as flipping the positivity switch, but more along the lines of settling into the most positive feeling that resonates—even if that’s anger or frustration—and accepting/abiding in it, not inflaming it, until it opens into something more positive like boredom, mild irritation, or mild satisfaction, which pave the way for actual positivity.)

Often, it takes a little while for my perception to influence (become?) reality, but that lag-time is good. It allows me to clarify what I truly want.

37 thoughts on “Musings

  1. What do you truly want? I want a smallholding for my wards, an acre to grow fruit, a koi pond and a heritage collection of furniture to fill it! My body of husband to be present daily with my good book in hand, a great new personality and a sex drive that does not need directions! lol 🤣 next twenty year project! what is yours!

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      • That seems easy enough, you done it yet? I have a stately home, in the middle of mordor but i need space to grow, children to house and a west wing to swing from! nice idea though! were about’s would you want to be? Vanilla, i am with you on that one i love the beach! i have a German shepherd called Zena! Maybe i could be your gini! lol😉💕

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      • Mmmm not sure how tall are you i reckon if your over 6ft, there may be a bonus to the height difference! Otherwise i probably would! post you sending waves through my inner sanctum, again and again, and again! i will get some ice for that tongue! lol 😁speaking of ice on a hot day! mmmhh 😊good job your not here coz you would be running! lol 😈

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      • Perfect; 5ft 4, Adonis working out bandage number 7, I have long legs and a short chest space, impacted by 40 HH, i will just get on my tip toes!😜sliding, gym buff, wolf pack or pizza delivery guy?😎

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      • Or we could work it out together, give our knees a rest ! A little imagination a lot of victorian sleeping method (head to toe) side spooning could be effective! lol pre-pedicure not that you will notice the feet too busy …. oh ohh oh hhhhhhh

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      • i was thinking of many layers of revers face friction” Bryan adams, the worlds sharing expression!” the summer of !” never mind grope away at least my body will remember what loving hands feel like! Is that a bottle of wine or are you pleased to see me! lol

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      • I never did either, my son was set in a catholic school and i interned many famiies and staff teaching to raise special children in the lowest levels until our release, i fulfil all religious requirements, my house was in ICU for over a year balancing and killing those blocking her transition! A glass just set me at vatican and bank centre, when i need to exert my authority! current parliament crisis, someone tried to kill all masters on the way in from the balance! challenge accepted…. relying on my men would be good if the murderers of their house were not trudging their bodies t their house with my remaps attatched! “meet joe black!” grrrr

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      • japanese version are called jin! gifts granted who cares for spelling! not always good gifts either! alot of time granting wishes and watching you rub your lamp! I can think of better outcomes! lol…….oh ohh ohhh new email!

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      • Definately not i expect to be jasmine and get taken around the world! not on a rug the kids would be falling everywhere…epic tale i should get my disney father on it mortess on tour ! 😋 🍑

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      • I love travelling! beautiful views tropical weather and all inclusive bar and buffet, jet set who went to mexico and decided to fix the world! with Dance and intelligence!
        Miss independant….. world peace lol🤣

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      • I hope there’s somewhere to lay down; I’m usually comatose and unresponsive right afterwards. Ladies like to clean me off and giggle at how I lurch because I’m super sensitive, and how they get to momentarily own such a girthy specimen! 🤣

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  2. You miss read that totally phallic symbolism baby! i spent twenty years sober, when i release i have a glass of wine, If they are sad i party and have a few! We are celebrate the things we enjoy, just missing our loved ones!

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